Prayer, songs and scripture helped me through this time. (and continue to help me)
Lord, thank you that your word says that you are close to the brokenhearted because I can find comfort in knowing that amid my deepest pain, you are with me whilst my heart is broken. Thank you that I don’t need to feel guilty for my pain or the tears that I am shedding.
In my pain, I ask that you help my heart stay soft towards you Lord, please help my heart not harden through my loss. I want to draw closer to you, not away from you.
Please heal what has broken, comfort my weariness and restore everything within me that feels like it has been lost. I feel empty, and I ask you to fill me back up again. I do not know how to get through this; I pray for strength where I am weak, comfort for my sorrow and hope for my future.
Please keep me and my husband united and, as a family, help us remain open on honest with how we feel.
Most importantly, Father, I pray that you can turn our pain into purpose, this test into our testimony, and this mess into our message. Please use us to glorify you amid our suffering and to point others to the cross.
In Jesus name, I pray, Amen
Have my heart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3Skc4MQlqU
Praise you in the storm: https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=t5jhtjLt0pg&list=PLXhWe5uvEV3lyngDmZ08-Icoudzpuz00p&index=2
The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed (afraid), for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
For it is you who light my lamp; the Lord, my God, lightens my darkness.